Awkward is when you dont know what to say and heart beats a million miles an hour after you spoke to someone you dont know and feel like everyone hates you. Awkward is when you just smile and laugh when you dont know what to say but it wasnt funny. Awkward is when you pull your sleeves over your hands and shake your legs and the dirt on your shoes is the most interesting thing. Awkward isnt just flipping your hair and giggling, then getting the guy.
I want to sit with someone at 3 am and talk. Like really talk. I want you to tell me what keeps you up at night, that dream you keep having, what certain songs make you feel like, what you think happens after death. Talk to me about your family and your dreams.